Mild-mannered boy is the nicest boy anyone’s ever met.
He secretly hates everyone.
So I made some lists: one of things I love and one of things I hate. It seemed like a neat idea at first, but I apparently have more difficulty thinking of things I love than of things I hate. Kind of makes me think about… stuff.
I also made a bonus list. It’s totally random and awesome:
I cannot even begin to express how much I hate you. I hate you for turning out to be just a figment of my imagination. I hate you for every time I find myself missing you. I hate you for every night I fall asleep thinking of you. I hate you for everything I write about you. I hate you for every song that reminds me of you. I hate you for every dream I have about you. I hate you for showing me glimpses of a happy life. I hate you for how amazing you are. I hate you for everything you’ve put me through. I hate you for breaking me. I hate you for stealing my heart.
I hate myself for loving you, nothing more than an illusion.