[…] – You promised you wouldn’t write about us! – And you promised you’d always love me. I’m sorry, is you breaking me an inconvenience for you? This is me coping with all your lies and broken promises, with what…
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[FRAGMENT] #38 – I’m Here Now
[…] He slowly but angrily grabs her hair and holds it firmly, then grabs her jaw in his other hand. – Are you happy? She stares at him silently as her left eye sheds a tear. His expression softens and…
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I Can’t Risk It Anymore
So much of it lost, so much of it stolen. I don’t know that I would call it recklessness, I was just trying to… live. To live the way I wanted to. Like others so easily do. To trust, to…
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My Choir Has Gone Silent
Rings upon rings upon increasingly dark rings, I spiral downward toward the edge of existence, guided by the trembling hands of a sickly puppet master. There used to be a charming musicality to the passing of time, but my choir…
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I Used to Know What Love Was
It’s been fifteen years since I began my path of self-discovery. I’ve always tried to know myself better, to understand why it is I do the things I do, why I say the things I say, why I tell the…
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The Flames Have Gone Out and the Ashes Have Settled
Is this it? I thought I’d already been here so many times before, but now I know the truth. I wish I didn’t. You can’t be here while you’re struggling. So long as there’s despair, there’s life. If the pain…
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When We Were “Are”
In my mind I go back to when we were “are” And shed a tear over this scar. Now we are just “were” And looking back, it’s all a blur. → The Gallery of Me
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Same Old Me
i’m still the same old me, and that’s the worst thing i could ever be. all this pain that follows me around will one day put me in the ground. i hope you won’t be around to see, but i…